“ I hope that in this year to come, you make mistakes.

Because if you are making mistakes, then you are making new things, trying new things, learning, living, pushing yourself, changing yourself, changing your world. You’re doing things you’ve never done before, and more importantly, you’re Doing Something.

So that’s my wish for you, and all of us, and my Towish for myself. Make New Mistakes. Make glorious, amazing mistakes. Make mistakes nobody’s ever made before. Don’t freeze, don’t stop, don’t worry that it isn’t good enough, or it isn’t perfect, whatever it is: art, or love, or work or family or life.

Whatever it is you’re scared of doing, Do it.

Make your mistakes, next year and forever.”

 - neil gaiman

Tomorrow’s going to be the day we get our results. it feels like… it’s finally the end of my AHS journey. between feeling the sense of accomplishment or disappointment, i reaaaally hope for things to fall just at where they should be. Well, my hopes are all up for this continuation of serendipity. But i know it wouldn’t be that easy & i guess i can’t always be that spoiled child of fortune-getting lucky all the time. I’ll embrace whatever, all these uncertainty. my greatest obstacle would probably be staying strong & resilient against the odds. but being strong despite setbacks is a resolution i plan to uphold now & forever, come what may. it’s the only way to live, not just survive.

I know i’ll probably be reading this post a week from now, a month, a year later or maybe after 10 years, i don’t know. i just hope that i have no regrets doing i’m doing then, being wherever i may be. i want to be able to smile, not tear when i’m looking back. i just know i have to do what i got to do & i don’t think it’s ever too late for change. when there’s a will, there’s always a way. My ultimate goal is faraway still i knowthatverywellmyself, but i really do hope my little goals & accomplishments from right now would eventually lead me there someday.

I won’t ever stop believing, whether tomorrow marks the end of this serendipity or not.

Goodnight.