“Never let the odds keep you from doing what you know in your heart you were meant to do.” - H. Jackson Brown Jr.
All i can do is be me. Whoever that is.
Esabella, 16, Singapore.
The world may never know the truth about your life. & that's because they don't care to.
But when you find ones that want to know every detail of it, they're the ones to keep.
They're the ones who keep you alive.
They say that being loved gives you strength. & loving gives you courage. This week’s been a really rough week, my mundane routine of waking up to the afternoon sun, literally dragging my lifeless self out of bed, going out a little too much & working, which is followed by supper with the crew. which means i’m pretty much nocturnal.
everyday was a challenge this week. & for those that were beside me, thankyou sincerely, from the bottom of my heart. And for blurting. Those words when my mind was probably dysfunctional.
1. it’s at night.
2. hitting my PMS peak.
& a 101 things all mixed up and mashed together. don’t think there’ll ever be a definition for something like that.
every day i’m pretty much denying the same thoughts, hoping some day i’ll be convinced that i’ve perfected the skill of guarding my heart professionally, so feelings could disappear within a snap of the finger. You know sometimes your head knows best but your heart has it’s selfish reasons for being a hard-headed nonsensical rebel. Like a war between your head & heart that sparks off every once in awhile, occasionally. Sometimes you struggle just to put it off.
“just live”. just through this, bella.
Goodnight.
